Centuries have gone by and I am still lost in the spirals of sadness

I cry for the unknown and fear the known 

I regret what I have done and fantasize what I fail to do

I long for the love I never had, neglecting the affection I have received

In the conquest of conquering what is not destined for me

I kill all that is all mine

I always want what I never had, never looking at all to that I had

I overlook the beauties right in front of my eyes to search for those far beyond the horizon

I am everything and yet nothing, 

I understand the most just not myself

I am me, in search of me

I am just me!